Don't Go...

So it is a little scary putting yourself out there and posting things about yourself or about life that seems so close to you…to be honest I found it hard for a name of the blog – I remembered what I was taught at uni – do not have a website with such a long name – went against this rule obviously…owell this blog is not about choosing a name its about life and experiences, the people that I encounter and sometimes not wish to encounter…

On a completely different track - went back to work after a long weekend and my boss asked me if I could push out my date of departure….(let me think about it) …umm no, he said he will pay for whatever shortfall I would have if I did (thought about it – really quickly) and it was another no… (I guess, no harm in him trying). It was sweet gesture/thought though (even though it was for his benefit rather than mine).

This is what I have learnt over the past month (or two) is that I have to put myself first – I cannot remember when I last did… I think as girls/women we tend to forget about ourselves – well that is what I have heard and for some reason it just seems like this is true.

So I am putting myself first – I am throwing in the towel (of a good job, good opportunities at work), stepping out of my comfort zone, going to the gym daily (or at least 5/6 times a week - daily is for another league of people), and going to Europe – with no real plans (accept the tour). Not only am I putting myself first – I am doing what I expected to do – but alone, which is scary, which is exciting, but in the end, which is something I cannot wait to do!